I wrote this months ago, and this fucking dusts off some mysteries, looking back, I wish I had taken the time off. I've gotta start thinking about myself a little bit more, wow.
I feel like this blog is for organisation mainly, getting things out there. Really, both blogs are personal and open and are un-edited, so I can say freely whatever I want to say, it is just a matter of making the other blog actually sound like a blog, and this one is just me ranting and bitching, that old thing.
I'm getting nervous for everything now. School, appointments, working, friends, parties, it just seems so surreal at the moment, and to be honest, I want to just go to Sauble for the weekend, instead of going out. But I will because I do want to go out and be with people, I'm just feeling the need to be in some down time. That's why I'm watching avatar in five minutes, it is my go to movie in times of need, comfort food for my cultured brain.
So I will go and do that, and then make lists and go shopping and everything when htings all get settled out. I feel early and late, I feel like laughing and crying, and I don't know why.
Honesty, my friend, is bitter, and it bites, bad.
What a beautiful lyric, wish I had the heart to post anything this bitchy somewhere where someone would read it.
