Today I went to the hospital in Toronto, the ride over was boring but we listened to our classic radio station and laughed along, and Pink Floyd came on. I really like that song 'money', I've listened to it three times on my itunes now, I feel like a product of my radio environment, but I don't feel so bad because the radio stations I listen to does not have music that is new since the early nineties, unless the bands were first started in the sixties like the Stones or Paul Macartney, but honestly nothing's new in those departments lately. Everything's remastered.
So after my appointment, which is a growing waste of time other than the fact that I just hear that no news at all is better than bad news. Nothing's new, I still can't see perfect but I can see, and I've been seeing better lately so I find that a triumph. I didn't see my usual doctor, I saw some Australian fellow who stopped us in the middle to make his lunch order... I was thinking it was kind of rude, since I waited two hours to see him...Even if there was nothing new, it was rude.
On the way home we had Quizno's, which was delicious. I only have those subs when I'm with my dad coming home from the hospital appointments, and I tried something new with chicken and cheese and mushrooms today. I didn't like the raw mushrooms but it was such good chicken that it didn't even matter. I also got an ice tea, an arizona one, which isn't my favourite I'd rather the green tea but it was alright because that chicken was so damn good. I don't usually eat at Quizno's because its rather expensive, and I find greasier than subway, but its still a nice treat.
After that we got a new monitor for my computer that I am writing on right now, and it is so nice. I really like it, its so big and bright and shiny. I wish it had a higher base so I could actually see what I was writing, but I figure once I get back to school I'll put it up to where I want it. Which reminds me, I'm going back to school on the eighth, that'll be a move.
I feel embarassed to bring everything I got for Christmas back. Like I mainly got DVD's and clothes, but there's a lot of it. I feel like people will judge me if I bring in two + laundry baskets of clothes alone, plus food and the lovely little fishie, who's going to hate me even more for changing his water soon and then moving him the half hour to school again. He changed to gray when I brought him home, he'll throw a shitstorm this time. Unless he's happy to be back home, in which case I'll celebrate with him!
I sort of miss my little room. I miss my little bed, and my desk that was mine and I organized it. I miss my window that shows my view and has my phone on the sill and the little box that has my special things in it. I miss my little tv station with the big orange chair and my fan and tv, I miss my walk in closet that holds clothes, food, towels, and shoes that I would rather not display to passers by, and the thousands of new-students-to-be who've come by recently. I miss having my own space, and having to buy food and shower in a room with lots of showers and pee with lots of people listening. I do love it at home, but its just so much different when I'm alone.
I decide when I eat, when I sleep, who I eat and sleep with. Everything's my decision, which I do not have here. Regardless, I'm excited to go back. I'm excited for my new courses, and my friends, and everything that comes with school.
Anyways, thats all I've been thinking about today,
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